Firstly, happy national day everyone! Well, going to update today, was actually kind of being forced to by bella. haha.okay nah, because it was dead for a moment. School out for a long weekends, i rather be in school then rot at home doing nothing. yesterday was like different kind of work, i was like washing the plates and all at fish and co the whole day with a friend, since there's no more cleaner, and i felt uneasy throwing the rubbish outside since later all the minah saw me, i'll be like 'omg, please dont look at me'. haha.but suprisingly, i feel relax rather then doing out orders that are piling every minutes and so. haha! whatever is it, i work for money.

anyway for today, all my classmate can't turn up for today, last fucking minute. i'm like so pissed. talk so much, end up not going. lucky my cousin could make it. and i feel relief. we met each other in the evening, i was so fucking late i swear and im rushing to meet them, in the end, none of them were there. so cool. haha! luckily they're not that late. so we proceed to marina bay and then to marina barrage. we choose to walk to the barrage instead of taking the shuttle bus cause its fucking pack and i don't want to squeeze myself up in there. so we walked and was sweating hard, oomg. i feel sticky, and the best thing is that haven't even reach the destination, i feel so sticky already. haha.

there's quite a number of people there, and at least we've got a space for us to seat, rather then standing for the fucking 2 hours.and the fireworks were alright, better. only that the stupid integrated resort blocked our view, somehow manage to have a glimpse of the fireworks. haha! and blah, we decided to have dinner at city hall, and guess what? we walked all the way back to marina bay mrt. geesh.took zee train and proceed to esplanade to meet cousin's boyfriend, after which we slacked for a moment, and move off. went marina square starbucks to meet farhan girlfriend instead, how i wish that i have her now. wahahaha! her as in not farhan girlfriend lah. her refers to er, someone? haha!

called bella up, omg, i miss talking to her already. since we always talk the whole night without fail. and our brains will be like blank, and i'll be like 'hello?hai?' alot of times. haha! funneh. <3 decided to went home straight cause its rather late and most of the food outlets closed. how pathetic? oh come on, its national day! have some sympathy to these hungry kiddos. haha! took train and went home, called it a day, and thanks cousins! it was rather impromptu asking you all out. haha! im so going to talk with bella again later on. i feel best friend change alot on herself. i don't know what happen to her actually, she seems to be like hiding herself up. sigh. but hope she's fine. and i miss Bella freaking alot! her presence always lingers through my mind. haha! feel happy whenever i talk to her,  i feel that someone understands me.