EmoKids

What am I?

2010-08-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

My goal? A Chef.

black dress, with the tights underneath

2009-10-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

Holla and I am lucky that blogger didn't have any problems already.*pause* sorry, the above picture being cropped, therefore my face 'like cacat'. weee~ alright, an update. I've been working for the pass few days, non-stop because there's one incident that happened and it changed my life. hahaha! okay, on the 7th was my payday, so i checked on my bank account balance and was shocked to receive only $29.25 from fish and co for my pay! hahaha! but understood, because i only work for one day out of a month? well, that is why I'm planning to work at least 5 days per week to 'boomz' my pay. It's quite tiring though because now there's no one in the scutlery(sp?) section and most of the time, I volunteered. haha! It's tired but stress free from long ticketing of orders that kept rolling down and stuff, that's why, i prefer to be in that section, er, for the mean time.

Worked last saturday and I swear i'm going to die that point of time, there's only 4 persons in the kitchen to do orders and everybody was running here and there, and of course 'dancing'. Orders kept rolling down every minute, was quite pissed with the front of house staff because they mixed up alot of orders and tend to send to the wrong table. because of that, we got to cook the same thing just to replace that, and often got jammed. grr. oh, i also mixed up alot of orders because all the tickets are in mess. me, doreen and JJ felt like like fainting. hell for 4 hours but phew, we clean up the kitchen and stuff, ended at 11 pm. normal timing for use though, latest. After work, went to bugis for sheesha with Nas! nabei, so freaking shagged and i smell fish? hahaha! but whatever, met him at Bugis, 12 midnight. We went for sheesha and slacked till 2 am and went home straight since he didn't feel good that point of time, always, when sheesha. tsk. luckily the next day which is sunday, i'm not working, if not i x.x

On sunday was a family outing, so long didn't go out. heh. Went to Singapore Zoo to celebrate Hakim's birthday. Woke up at 10 am and still, i dragged myself to the toilet. Two word, "fucking shagged". so, get ready and stuff, flagged a cab and head down to zoo to have breakfast first while waiting for Yan and Kak Ija(-.-). luckily they're not 'so' late. Cut short, bought tickets and roam inside and circled for umpteen times. haha! quite fun but the weather is so hot. Watched the animals show. After that, decided to head to Thailand Restaurant at Jurong West to have dinner and call it a day.

yah, whatever. School reopens! and i can't wait to be back to school to see classmates, not schoolmates. haha! and the most boring part is the timetable is the same as last term's. gah, have to wake up at 6 am and be in school at 8 am which i declare that i won't be able to reach on time. :/ i hope this new term, i will. haha! alright, going to chill or something.

happy birthday nadzirah.

2009-10-03T17:42:00.003+08:00

violla. firstly, going to wish nadzirah a happy 16th birthday! love you buddy! time to update my blog again, partially not because of this minahrep, nana. hahaha joke. well, been working for couples of days and i have fun working and time flies very fast, and it's sunday now. I'm sorry if i didn't put my weekends schedule already, ah huat. hahaha. next next week yer, i'm going to go out because haven't complete my hari raya visiting uh. hmm, was quite suprised to see new girls and guys at fish and co, and the girls are hot, okay fake. well, basically nothing much happen, the same old me. coincidencly i know abang fuad cousin, natasha. haha!

time to talk about yesterday outing with cousins. i freaking woke up at 10am, and must be out by 10.30am, was late and my mum was banging the door. -.-ll mandi and so on, waitied downstairs and wait for Ami Ahmad. quite quiet this time round without kak ella, if not, she won't fail to take photos one. haha! she was out with her ite classmates so yeah. anyway first house was natasha's house, was the last batch to reach there. this time round abang fuad followed us, gangster lah he. hahaha. tupai hair. hmm, eat spaghetti and stuff. hmm, next was abang nadul house at yishun central there. half of us took train and the other half too van, cannot fit all of us. haha! and at yishun, it was near to aqilah house! omg. but sadly i never meet her, i die die wanna meet her. haha. alright, i make things short.

next to faizzul house, reached and ate ice cream made by Bibik N. haha nice (Y)
proceed to Kak Naz house, this time round, we took van, cause we were lazy and i swear i can't breathe in the van. no oxygen.
then to shaqilah house, watch wujud 3 and the expedition is boring as hell. it was more on story telling rather than ghost hunting. its like boring! ate mee siam. haha!
second last to my house, haha! we took cab to my house since i want space and aircon so we flagged a cab. haha! chill pill, watch jangan pandang belakang congkak. the movie was so-so lah. not that bad. haha ate briyiani.
lastly, proceed to liana's house, the last house as usual. And now, aidah went off to her friend's house. boringzxz. ate mee bakso and watch movie and smokey smokey. quite shagged, because was out the whole day. called it a day for yesterday.

darn, i and abg fuad was laughing non-stop when faiz told him that he don't like nasi briyiani but ended up taking more. hahahaha! today, i'm rotting at home and playing the net for the whole day! pathetic or what! abang fuad is working full shift today while i'm at home can sleep/eat/game/net. hahahaha! :P going out to sheesha tomorrow with the dudettes and some dudes at bugis. can chill pill, and tuesday and wednesday i'm working. weeheee, hope never bump to this someone.if not so boring siah at work. only doreen and linghui knows? hahaha! hmm, fadilah sucks. chill pill lah one day minah! so long didn't see you at work, chill with janny or what lah. hahahaha! anyway i can't upload 'Ucapan Hari Raya Suria' that kak ija shoot yesterday. sigh.

selamat hari raya

2009-09-21T22:39:00.009+08:00

First and foremost, wish everyone selamat hari raya! Well, going to update my blog, like duh. Nothing happen recently, i work on hari raya eve that is on saturday, sounds stupid, bingo? And worst thing is that, i didn't cook, instead, i was washing the pans/plates/forks/spoons or whatever that have at Fish & Co. lah. I was frigging alone and nearly 'died'. I was the only malay that work on the eve of raya and i sound stupid, really. Everyone enjoy at home, wherelse i'm suffering in pain. haha! Start of school holidays, three weeks and i'm going to work my ass out to get some money and spend. Basically nothing much happened, wake up, bathe, comp, playstation and bed, same cycle everyday.

tuesday till thursday going to work, 6pm till 11pm
friday, shisha-ing with cousin.
saturday cousin's house outing
sunday, going out with outside friends!
monday till friday, working! $$$ hahahaha!
wanna watch phobia 2 but no friends! who who who!!

As for yesterday, our family is always the first. I didn't buy a new baju kurung because i hardly use it, so rather save money and buy normal tees and stuff. anyway it was so coincidence that kat and me have purple baju kurung. hahahaha! but nevermind. Was quite boring though, and few hours later shasha's family came and so forth. haha! lazy to be so detail.We eat, same dished every year and won't get bored because it's nice, and super lots of variety, i swear. okay whatever. hahaha

Played cards, games, smoke, comp and i don't know what else to say. hahaha! Next week will be the cousin outing instead of today because everyone not free today and i'm like rotting at home doing nothing but use the laptop all the way. haha! i miss aqilah alot :/ i guess i'll update when i've got alot of story to tell you guys alright. Once again, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin! Thanks for the messages you guys send but sadly, i too lazy to reply everyone of you guys! hahahaha.

" Cause I'll never be with you.

camera rolling, and action!

2009-09-01T15:30:00.006+08:00

sawadikup. i'm going to update my blog now. well, my filming had gone bad in some way. un-cooperative people, members of group, basically everyone who can't even cooperate with me though. i had hard time organising and producing this film of mine, Drifting Apart. sigh, at times, i feel like giving up but what like nisa says, i have to endure a little more time and yeah, she's right. I was somehow sad that zurah can't make it for my shooting since her mum won't let since her exams are in the corner and there's a girl named ika, i was so farking piss at her because she suddenly dissapear into thin air just like that. I waste my time on her, waste every energy of mine and indeed she even gave my the wrong number. text her, never reply, called, never answer and i even tag at her blog, and she un-invite me since her blog was private. sheesh. I had been thinking too much about my film lately, and i have alot more things to do and had to be done in two weeks.

~~Actress script for the re-enacment.~~
~~Storyboard on how the story will go and take place.~~
~~Angle and differents way of film shooting.~~
~~Interviewee person's script on what we should ask her~~
~~Planing and location to shoot.~~
Camera rolling! 1 2 3 Action!
Video editing and organising.

I feel rather relieved after my friends encourage and give me confidence about this. I have two more weeks to go, and everything will be finished. But phew i found a group of girls who are willing to act on this and its shakinah and gang, and of course this minarep, syaf. haha! joke. Going to shoot next week though.

Alright, cut it out. anyway i'm very sorry to rabia, hanis and all that i didn't turn up for yuan ching teachers day celebration because i woke up at 8.30am and i decided to sleep back since i think its already late. hahaha! next year then, i suppose. hmm, nothing great happen lately, just rotting at home doing my project all day long. Never went to school for 1 week i suppose because lesson cancelled and no point of me travelling one and a half hour just now attend one hour of lesson, isn't that pathetic? haha! been lazing at home for the couples of days.I've been sketching one whole day at home, and i wanting to go out with my bestfriend, but she's always busy. what a luck. Alright then, i shall continue with my work, will update soon!

girl's home

2009-08-14T22:01:00.011+08:00

Hey there, going to update my lovely blog. haha! anyway school sucks to the core. eventually, teacher send my mum warning letter about my poor attendance and my mum nags at me all day long. -.- ok. suprisingly, my attendance were all 95%. i was being forced every morning to push my arse up to go to school, especially morning class. hmm, nvm, must make it a habit though. projects and projects. life is totally different after i left secondary. I've got fucking 5 weeks left to do this task ;

Actor and actress script to be done for re-enacment. 5 persons script.
Storyboard about the whole film taking place.
Angle and differents ways of film shooting.
Interviewee person's script on what we should ask her.
Planning and location of film shooting.
Video editing and organize slideshow in video format.

maggie gave us a year end project due on 15th september which i suppose 5 fucking weeks left. times flies fast every seconds, and lots of work to be done too. we choose our topic, 'emotional stress' since it's a common things to happen between teenagers these days and indeed, our output is video. hope its a good choice.

went library straight after school today, since we have to do our projects as soon as possible because video filming and editing takes quite sometimes. we need to start on our storyboards and planing and most importantly, actor/actress script for the re-enacment and interview. girls home? boys home? pertapis? girls home was our first place to do an interview. we went there after having our lunch. luckily we didn't get lost, cause it was at defu lane and i don't know what the fuck is defu. haha! reached singapore girls' home at 4pm.

Before we could eventually went to the main compound, being stopped at the police post. and we were told that the girls in there are kept confidential and must not be able to talk to public, regardless of anything. was fucked up. come so far, get this stupid reason. we called pertapis up and were told to email for authorisation to get in, and i'm doing that now. haha! there's quite a number of gates linking through the main compound which is like super security. haha. went home after that, and took 51. it fucking took 3 hours + to reach jurong east and i'm fucking restless and cold. text randomly to people to burn time. hahaha lucky there's you<3

lady gaga.

happy national day

2009-08-10T00:10:00.019+08:00

Firstly, happy national day everyone! Well, going to update today, was actually kind of being forced to by bella. haha.okay nah, because it was dead for a moment. School out for a long weekends, i rather be in school then rot at home doing nothing. yesterday was like different kind of work, i was like washing the plates and all at fish and co the whole day with a friend, since there's no more cleaner, and i felt uneasy throwing the rubbish outside since later all the minah saw me, i'll be like 'omg, please dont look at me'. haha.but suprisingly, i feel relax rather then doing out orders that are piling every minutes and so. haha! whatever is it, i work for money.

anyway for today, all my classmate can't turn up for today, last fucking minute. i'm like so pissed. talk so much, end up not going. lucky my cousin could make it. and i feel relief. we met each other in the evening, i was so fucking late i swear and im rushing to meet them, in the end, none of them were there. so cool. haha! luckily they're not that late. so we proceed to marina bay and then to marina barrage. we choose to walk to the barrage instead of taking the shuttle bus cause its fucking pack and i don't want to squeeze myself up in there. so we walked and was sweating hard, oomg. i feel sticky, and the best thing is that haven't even reach the destination, i feel so sticky already. haha.

there's quite a number of people there, and at least we've got a space for us to seat, rather then standing for the fucking 2 hours.and the fireworks were alright, better. only that the stupid integrated resort blocked our view, somehow manage to have a glimpse of the fireworks. haha! and blah, we decided to have dinner at city hall, and guess what? we walked all the way back to marina bay mrt. geesh.took zee train and proceed to esplanade to meet cousin's boyfriend, after which we slacked for a moment, and move off. went marina square starbucks to meet farhan girlfriend instead, how i wish that i have her now. wahahaha! her as in not farhan girlfriend lah. her refers to er, someone? haha!

called bella up, omg, i miss talking to her already. since we always talk the whole night without fail. and our brains will be like blank, and i'll be like 'hello?hai?' alot of times. haha! funneh. <3 decided to went home straight cause its rather late and most of the food outlets closed. how pathetic? oh come on, its national day! have some sympathy to these hungry kiddos. haha! took train and went home, called it a day, and thanks cousins! it was rather impromptu asking you all out. haha! im so going to talk with bella again later on. i feel best friend change alot on herself. i don't know what happen to her actually, she seems to be like hiding herself up. sigh. but hope she's fine. and i miss Bella freaking alot! her presence always lingers through my mind. haha! feel happy whenever i talk to her, i feel that someone understands me.

ferrari, you make me smile every now and then.

2009-07-31T01:15:00.023+08:00

buddy only.

hey blogger. phew. blogger is finally behaving herself. It's been weeks i waited for this thing to
happen, and thank god, blogger is fine now. Just going to update briefly what happen for the pass with days? or i shall say, weeks? hahahaha! Sorry, my dashboard is in a mess actually.

Birthday on the 17th july, thanks alot everyone for the wish and glad that some of my secondary schoolmates which i hardly contact, eventually remembered my birthday! touched.
Went marina barrage after school with redzuan, haryati and hisyam, it was impromptu decesion because we had no plans, in the end, we spend time together at marina barrage! haha
Work every weekends, not enough to spend myself to rest. shall take off this coming national day , 9th august.
23rd July, happy 17th birthday rabia, may god bless you!
Tuesday, went out with ferrari to slack. met her at ycs, proceed to jurong east library, then imm! cook for her fish & chips, since she complaining that she's hungry. wahahaaha! love ya!
School sucks, like seriously.
My new bestfriend, ferrari!

And shall update what happening for today. thanks ferrari for waking me up 6 in the morning, see morning morning hear your voice, laugh already. haha! and my teacher, again, scold me mother fucker. haha! i think i'm being rude that's why, but in the end, he lecture me, kindly. I guess got to listen to him already. Lifeskills lesson was a bore! We made kites for this year national day parade celebrations -.- and yana's class was in my class, oh my god, i can't look at them, they are super hot though your clans are short! hahaha peace yaw! After school, took cab and went home immediately, get changed and met hisyam and redzuan, they are freaking late. Make me wait for an hour like an idiotic person. Went city square and shop around, bought cds. Decided to go home around 9pm, and i wanted to go home early to chat with ferrari, they pull me up. So, dragged till 10 pm, was lucky she's online. hahaha!

Chat with her, she said she's tired and having a backache. Pity her that she's got to carry heavy bag to school, and she's small built. -.- HAHA. Rest well ferarri! :D & now, i can't sleep. worst still, no buddy! hahawtf. Till here! I'll follow you through your ups and downs ferrari! We laughed like there's no tomorrow, we chat like nobody buisness (duh, between me and you :P). I always have a best day with you whenever we talked. Lastly, Cannot denied that you're such an awesome buddy, treasure you alot. This paragraph is for you ferrari and oh farah, yes! i love taylor swift more then i love you. hahahaha amek kau! haha joking buddy! You know i know, public don't know. haha! Created twitter, follow me!

touched too! :D& i am not MAT*RAPE* LOL!

old changi hospital

2009-05-25T22:40:00.016+08:00

hello. sorry that i didnt update my blog last week, because i've been busy with school and my part time work. teehee and now am going to update what's going on with my life these few days. lol. hmm, well, friday was a so-called last minute plan to go to old changi hospital for some explorations and i didnt went to school early in the morning so its a bit tough to communicate to those whom i ask to follow. but in the end, quite a number of them decided to follow to the hospital. hehe. met hisyam first at redhill mrt and tool train all the way to tampines to meet the rest of them, they were fucking 1 hour late and was lucky to have sam around to talk with and of course hisyam. around eleven plus, everyone came, and we had supper at mr prata cause we're super hungry. lol, plan was abit cocked up but i dont want to tell why, cause its abit er, sensitive? hehe.

so we took 29 to changi village and again, ate. this time only haron, hady and haziq eat since they didnt get to chance to eat after their silat training. after that we wanted to proceed to changi hospital and there was a fucking big dog followed us. LOL. everyone was like, 'dont run dont run if not the thing will follow us'. and i scared of dog despite of my size cause its totally scary. lol. my heart was like, 'dup dup dup'. and phew, the dog dissapeared after a while. haha. and we continued our way to old changi hospital, up to the hill. i was asking syafiq about any opinions on should i take pictures in there or not, he said better dont, but i hack care and take. haha. so, there was quite a number of chinese guys and girls in there, and we waited for them to get in first since we dont want to go with them because they will make alot of noise , i bet. lol. we went in and just roam around, snap some pictures randomly, and suddenly we felt something which was quite errie, everyone was like squeezing pass each other to pass through and get infront cause everyone scared to left behind , so i just give way and stand behind half-alone since hisyam was half infront of me. hehehe. we walked up and down the hospital, check out stuff and shits.

decided to take a rest and go to old japanese school instead, and when we're like walking in, there's freaking two cameras which i confirm that its working because of its red led light. so we make a detour to the road linking to the main entrance of the hospital. the road was freaking dark, and luckily our torch was ATLEAST enough for use to see what's infront of us, lol. was halfway in and there's some weird sound coming from the japanese school, it was high pitch and like babi hutan sound, LOL. but its totally eerie, which i cant describe how eriee it was. lol. and we shine our light to the window of japanese school, and sawwwwwwwwwwwww, aiya, should i say this? pontia***. quickly walk out and was breatheless . hmm, everyone was like wtf. went to cheers to buy drinks and slack all the way at changi beach, played card and we checked all the pictures i took and suprisingly when we look closely, there's 'poc**ng' in at least 3 freaking pictures and the other 3 there's 'pontia**'. total shock, and ive deleted all the pictures for safety reasons. the other pictures was still acceptable to post up here. hehe, took the first bus to tamp interchange and then train. reach home around 8 am and slept. :D (resource cant be proven with post, see to believe.)

remorseful

2009-05-13T20:04:00.006+08:00

going to update my blog. hmm, well school was fine and i attended my cruel teacher class. luckily he didnt talk to me or so that much maybe because he was too tired to entertain me, i was rather remorseful actually because im worried that im being expelled and i cant go any good course and this has been in my mind for quite a long time though, so i guess i have to just endure all those nonsense. another bad thing is that i cant wake up early for morning class, im always late but hey, overall, my attendance for this term is ninty-eight percent. haha! i guess i have to buy at least 3 alarm clock to help me make my arse move early in the morning. teehee. oh yah, i just know , it was rather coincidence that my schoolmate is my cousin girlfriend which i dont even know until i view my cousin blog. haha. loser. anyway faiz, though people descriminate about you that much about your looks, just accept it, no point fighting with him/her. just let them be, because the race is about believing in yourself and haryani, when i dont know you, i tend to see your every week but when now i know you, i dont even see you in school. hahaha!

hmm, as for today, nothing much happened, and today was quite boring. i only attend 20 mins of class for today only, afternoon class had been cancelled, and i was like swearing my teacher. haha. we had lunch at the canteen after school and just chill for a moment just outside our school, and decided to play badminton at yuhua cc, at jurong east. went home ,eat and get changed, met hisham at chinese garden. played for two hours. i was thinking to write a resume to suria, cause i want to proceed my dream , acting. hope to get a role in any show for suria. hehehe. any opinions? :D hmm, holidays are just a few weeks away and i guess i want to work like baberians, and earn alot of moneehhhh. hahaha.

fishy<3 but my first of all list is that i want to fucking meet my bestfriend, fazzera. haha, make yourself free biatch. hahaha, sigh, tomorrow lesson sure will be boring, all day is practical, i guess i'll be sweating all day long, fuck. oh yah, thought of peircing my lips during this june holidays, hahaha. 60 bucks sial, cibai. am going to look like matrep. hahaha! nothing much to talk about, will update soon tomorrow. tag me for opinion on me wanting to be an actor! i want opinions.hahahaha. toodles.

a year of suffering

2008-12-31T17:58:00.007+08:00

harrow.
Time to get my blog update going on. haha! new year is just tomorrow and i hope my next year resolution will be achieve and i really hope that my appeal to my course will be a positive one. sigh. what a year man, you 2008. haha! nothing much happened actually, last minute decided to go changi airport with affian's family and mine. Mum chose that place cause she wanted brother to go and see mickey mouse? i suppose. hahha. went all three terminals like for few times? -.- i think its countable, each terminal for two times. hahaha.

we went terminal 3 first for those mickey show and was dissapointed that we needa queue up fucking long just to take pictures with them? lol. atleast have performances. and when we're about to queue, its closed. haha. whata luck that is. so decided to go and have lunch at buger king afterwards, my stomach was grumbling shit. haha! and ate blablabla. walked around the place and took pictures, as usual mum. hmm, ate swensens and went back home. haha. lazy to update.

as for yesterday, slept over at nydiah's house cause promised abg fuad to play soccer with him at gombak. haha. his friend's all like 20 + hahahaha! but kecoh, and it was fun. nearly there's fight with YPs at the court, and it didnt cause the light went off just when abg fuad want to give him a fist. what a luck , again. hahah! we chill, talk and everyone went home except for me, abg fuad and hafeez, his friend. we ton under the block. haha. talk shit and stuff, and i just know that hafeez have some relationship with my friend. not bf -.- family relationship. lol. i cant spurt it out, or else , er, i dont know. talk about pocong, pontianak and stuff( to be straightforward ) and chill ran down my spine when we're talking about that. haha. cause what i heard is that gombak is quite, haunted or so?

had breakfast at 3 am, and my eyes like cannot open. lol. so do them. and time shown 6.30 am, Hafeez went back home, and we too. we sneak in quietly to avoid disruption. hahaha! and we sleep till 12 noon, only for 5 hours. hhaha! okay, till here. see ya!

HAPPY NEW YEAR WITH THE SAME OLD PERSON GUYS!

journey to the end

2008-12-16T17:59:00.012+08:00

Alright, its quite a long time since i update my blog as you all know what happen to my blog right? hmm, though i removed the post entitled ' three weeks to gave yourself up ', its still occur to you 'fira'. i don't want because of you, my blog goes haywire and it collect dust though. he-he and the report is still up i my blog, but i direct it under my tagboard section, clearly. hmm. three weeks i havent go for work, cause my manager didnt call me up. -.- huggies company suck a stuck up company, lost money on their rejected diapers, they so called 'retrenched' us for a moment and even promis to call me up within this week, but i didnt receive any calls. lol. nevermind, at least i've bought my dream psp. haha. and yay, its mint green, be jealous.

nothing much happened at home, spend most of my time staying over cousin's house cs their house is happening everytime, thats why i happy to go there. lol wth. went quesnway shooping cntr with abg fuad on sunday, as he need to buy new boot for soccer, so i acompany him and i decided to buy new sport show. haha he bought addidas boot for 189 bucks, and i bought my nike shoe for 159 bucks. hahaha the shoe was comfortable and super soft in the inside. hahaha. we went around the whole place to get a best bargain and at the same time good quality shoes. lol. thought of buying the new singapore jersey but it cost 99 bucks but to me, its quite good bargain as the jersey is nice and dri fit type. hee. and i started jogging at the track opp the mosque , 15 laps siolzx. lol. i didnt stop eh eh, jog all the way, to me hor, its great achivement though, and on the top pictures. i took it myself -.- i was damm bored, really. hahaha!

On last saturday, went out with mum and cousin to orchard road cause they want to see the lighting -.- *flashback* haha! woke up around 9 am like that, i was very damm weak and i notice i have very high fever, so i went back to sleep. and woke up around noon, still the same. but can't do anything, i bathe myself up, get myself cold, and iron my clothes up and depart to orchar with maid and my small brother. my mum ask me to leave house at 2.15, so we did, and we reach orchard around 2.55 then, we waited for almost one freaking hours siol for her. i sick, my leg pain like fuck. lol. she came at 4 pm wherelse my aunt come at 3.45, by that time my stomach was grumbling cs i didnt ate anything till 4pm. lol. so everyone reach, we ate at indonesian restaurant and the food was like nbcb, not nice sia. i dont like any single shit on the menu. lol. so i acted that the food was very delicious. hahaha! walk around far east plaza, to burn time and wait till sunset.

so had dessert at swensen restaurant, ate celebrity brownie, and the rest ate their choice. lol. the ice cream was heaven. hahaha! we ate and rest till 7pm, headed to paragon, and go shopping. lol. *fast foward* and we took pictures, alot but i didnt upload it all cause i was lazy. and the woman in silver, is real. lol. it was 'artist impression' so they had to be like statue but it was super cool, maybe you guys should check it out someday. haha. so took train and stop at raffles city, alight and take cab cause mother cannot tahan -.- hahha. and we call it a day, with my head spinning all around while in the cab. ahaha!

i wish that there's a chance for you and me

2008-11-24T13:01:00.004+08:00

hello there. I guess im updating my blog today, as you can see, my blog is like dead. Well, im working every four days, 12 hours a day which makes me too tired to update my blog every single day or even during my off day at times. And to some people who are guessing which place im working or working as, its at kimberly clark, whereby im a temporary lab technician till december, making huggies diapers, or pack them into pallets. hahaha! omg, im like a reporter or writing my 'about me' section. hehe! i seriously love working there, im not sure why though, atleast it ease me from loving or admiring a girl, if im not working, i'll be siting infront of my laptop, going into chatrooms to burn away my boredom. hehe! hmm, nothing much happened these few days. im just tired of working but its fun atleast, working. :D

oh, i've change my blog url to http://www.bowchika-wowow.blogspot.com/ , haha! thought of deleting my old blog, but i think again, that i decided to revive my blog again and i tried to relink again using my bangbang-youdied url, its taken -.- ahhha nevermind,and this is the place where i can share and have a thought whats in my mind, and its a journal! chey, hahaha! another thing is that i miss school alot, like seriously. miss wearing the school uniform, the food there, the atmosphere, disturbing juniors, everything and especially my classmate. i wonder when we'll meet again other then taking our n-lvl results which i think is on 18 dec? guess so. sigh. miss those school days, and gotta move on into new enviroment soon! :( cut it out, its life. work starts again on thurs, and its four days work four days off, so atleast i can have a rest and log on into fs and stuff, to update. if my work is 12 hours everyday, i'll rather cut my wrist off. haha!

anyway i can't wait to smell my money soon, next week, and my 12 day pay is $665 , around there. its worth though. hhaha! duh, and im going to buuyy my psp. omfg, i havent had psp for a long time, and i know im outdated, who cares. im saving money on my own, not asking people to buy for me one, right? lol. and im thinking of buying mint green of rose pink? haha! its not about gay colour, its about the appearance that matters, and the colour of course, uh. :) and my sis and me are fighting on what camera to buy -.- you prefer sonycybershot or casio exslim? gah. alright, i have no idea what im going to update already, and oh, dont text me or try to call me alright! my phone is down for a moment till next week! hehehe. slide spoilt ah yo. takecare!(:

you god damn right I'm a criminal. fuck you.

2008-10-10T11:47:00.007+08:00

hello.
Time to update my blogg again uh.lol. So jyeah, yesterday went out raya with my classmate boys, 4n3. What a waste, its the last year, and hope next year there'll be a renuion or something lah. hahaha. hope lah eh. Okay, yesterday morning was design and technology exam, and i cant udnerstand some shit of what they're trying to ask so i just do it anyhow. hahaha. i'll bet the markers will laugh upon seeing my paper. hahaha. and pheww, normal level examination has ended! horray, and can work and spend till we drop. haha. after exam, straight away went home, bath, get changed and smoke, and zoom, to lakeside mrt, meet up brothers.

Fikri and haaziq was fxking late. hahaha. nevermind, so first, went to shafiq condo. whoa, quite nice. Ate what his mother cooked(: and chill, and off we got to nashrul house. okay, i lazy to explain. I fast forward a lil' bit. *radio edit* and thanks aisha for the last minute of cooking! cs we called her on the day itself. hahaha. but it paid off uh aisha, we lurfzx euxz babyzxz. HAHAHA. after that, hidayah house, alot of thin happened but sshh. i dont want to make the person embarrassed. lol! , shahrizan house, then fikri grandmother's house, haaziq house and last but not least, out chiong house, muss. hahahaha! and time is like 11pm? lol! so we went home.

oh ya, they make my day man! thanks guys, maybe next year will be the same too uh! and of course sandra, my mrs sandra. hahahahaha. bye! all for now. & sorry ,there;s alot of picture, but it isnt clear, no point of uploading. hee. takecare! and i know i have a nice blog okay and above of all, the top photo is my house. hahahahahaahha.k,stop.

when times goes really bad.

2008-10-07T14:25:00.011+08:00

harrow bloggy.
Well, time to update again. hahaha. went out hari raya outing with family last sunday. woke up around 8 i guess? jyeah, get bathe played comp for the time being while waiting for liana's dad to fetch our family and i dont want to eat breakfast, left my stomach empty cs later on got food festival! hahaha. decided to wear something quite 'formal'. hahaha! so first house was natasha's house, everyone gathered there, ate spagetthi( i dont know how to spell ) haha. next, was farhan's house, and everyone decided not to travel by lorry. hahaha. so we took lrt instead, went separate ways and we stop at bukit panjang lrt to smokee. hahaha! after that, took bus and ,tada, we've reached his house, just ate some fruits there, and played computer games, and stuff. we watched tv and suddenly bik n, my auntie, went up and gave the green packet, and kiss on my cheeks. hahahahaha. i swear i was shock cs its like few years back , i cant remembered, someone gave me a kiss on the cheeks, except for my girlfriend lah.hahaha!wtf. so next destination was kak-ella house, in the end, everyone was tired and we took lorry instead. oh, it was a covered one, which use to send frozen stuff to kfc outlet, and we sat inside the frigde. hahha. but was fun though, got aircon but no ventilation uh. hahaha!

First thing we reach there, i and faiz went up the block and smoke again. haha! at kak-ella house, ate laksa, puff and some dish, yumyum. hahaha. we also watch wujud 2, something to do with paranormal investigation, its reality show, film in singapore. was fxking scary, saw pontianak and stuff, everyone was like shouting? LOL. but seriously it was fun, family gathering once a year, right? so the girls, perm the hair lah this la that lah, and next is my house. im a pillion now! lol.reached, and wait for mum to fry chicken and stuff. and our next dish isss.. chicken rice, everyone ate. and was like bloated. lol. rest for a couple of hours and went to liana house. the last one, there, everyone was tired, sleepy, restless cs of their baju kurung and kebaya. hahha! and we watched the same paranormal show, but this time its indonesian one. this one is double scary, they film in a graveyard and the ghost was like infront of the camera! fuck, i must let you all watch, its scary. hahahaha. and we ate again, nasi briyani.

Everyone went home around 9pm. and we call it a day. not forgetting that i'll be going out to raya with 4n3 dude this thursday. haha. excited though. miss you guys cs secondary life has ended:( and this thursday shall be our last gathering until december, our n's result.Shiat, i talk so much, till here! bye!

Living in this world without you

2008-10-02T09:39:00.004+08:00

hello bloggy.
Well, im going to update my blog.(duh) okay, firstly selamat hari raya to all the muslim human beings. hahaha. and im sorry i couldnt reply most of the people who text me yesterday, my prepaid low.lol. but jus top up, shiat. i hate using prepaid, i wanna use back my line:( haha! okay nexxt, yesterday was awesome. Family gathering over at grandmother's house, its a long time since our famil gathered. heh. first time, go eat loh. haha. ate alot till bloated-,- stayed there the whole day, not that boring except that natasha's family wasnt there, im not sure why. heh. but sha, this sunday we'll going to cousin's house! so cheer up.hahaha! watch movie, mirrors. sucha a gore movie, but thumbs up.hahaha. and and, the above picture is me with maths teacher! Mrs Ng. kindkindkindd teacher, really.:DD thats all uh! bye! hahaha

its my life journey

2008-09-30T19:57:00.007+08:00

Yeah, It's my life
In my own words I guess

Yea, I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now. I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh, i can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry. We're all we got in this world,when it spins, when it swirls,when it whirls, when it twirls. But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to be with you and remorse, the more it backfires on me. We did not plan it to be this way, your ownself and me. But things have got so bad between us, I don't see us ever being together ever again. Like we used to be when we first met,.And It's funny, I remember back one month when you first kiss me on my cheek, i was too shy to give u a little peck but then u started it. And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart, i feld i was a bum.Then you started seeing me on friendster with many girls,i started talking about my bestfriend. And you didn't like it until you and me was arguing a lot and we decided to broke up,cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud,it happen too fast that neither one of us could grab it.

But then, of course, everything always happens for a reason, I guess it was never meant to be. it's just something we have no control over, and that's what destiny is. I sat the whole night crying,thinking about you and i've keep having this dream that im holding your hands, kissing on your cheeks and if you want me to,i'll buy you a mockingbird, I'll give you the world, I'll buy a diamond ring for you, I'll sing for you, I'll do anything to see you smile,be back with you and if that mockingbird dont sing and the ring didnt shine,i'll break that birdies neck i'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to you and make him every karat of the ring.

Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing,looking at your pretty pictures in my phone, it just trips me out to see how much you've change. I hope when i woke up,its just a dream. i love you so much. :(
(sorry if my english was bad,im spurting out my feelings)

jealous, egoness, self-hatred,descriminate against?

2008-09-15T20:50:00.010+08:00

Well, harlow again. sorry i didnt update my blog that often. i coulda be a lazy boy sometimes, or always.LOL. eh, if you want to tag my tagboard, click on the three words at the very top to navigate links, self and tagboard. sucha a simple stuff. hahaha & & mum give me 200 bucks to go on a shopping trip. i wanna go topman, volcom, newurbanmale and wisma! ahhh, i wanna get those things , on the picture at the end of the post.hahahaha! breifly update for past few days uh.:D oh ya, glory to chelsea! and boo to manchester united. they're sucks,arent they? shhhessh,s-u-c-k-s.
Saturday:
well, nothing much happened. stayed at home till four pm. Decided to went out and have a dinner with my good pal, gatria. hahahaha! so met her around 6+ and guess what? we still have one hour to wait till breakfast. lol. and gatria thought ,breakfast time is at 6pm -.-ll LOL. eh oh no, i cant talk bad about gatria here, later she angry uh.hahahahahaha! so we met up at pioneer mall ,and since its only like 6.15 pm, we decided to walk to gekpoh shopping cntr and have dinner there. well, talk non-stop about her stuff and mine and i loike,so great talking with her(: and poof, we're at macdonalds already. hahaha. ate, then went home back together. well, she made my day. absolutely! thanks eh gat gat gat!LOL. but now, i miss her that much. haih. come online soon uh gatria(:
Sunday
sunday? woke up late and im super late for tution. hahaha. quickly have a shower, get changed and went off, still like zombie when in the bus. tired loh. hahahaha. study study study and went home, play com all the way. so boring.:(
Monday
As for today, it rain very heavily during the morning hours. thought of not going school, but in the end i went.-.- so there's only 12 person in our class, that make our class the record among the whole level, i guess?hahahaha!Watch movie during physics lesson, played fikri's psp during geography, its like post-exam activity loh, doesnt need to study.hahaha. after recess, i ran our of school with fik, lol. why? three periods of maths, buay tahan.hahahaha. so chao loh. and i think mrs ng got ask about us.hahaha fuck it. and after school, went to town myself. lol. just check it out on clothes and stuff, went wisma, far east plaza, pacific plaza , volcom store and i already aim my stuff ohkaaayy! hahahah. and i suppose i'll be going to buy it on wednesday. hoho. well ,nothing much to update uh. till here.hahhaha. sucha lame post.LOL. buhbye. gatria! go online:D and mir'elle, cheer up buddy? im here to help you but all youve got to do is, be storng alright?:D

I WANT!!(:

okay, you eat shit. overdue pictures.

2008-09-12T12:49:00.005+08:00

act cute uh!LOL

hello bloggy.
well, ive change my blogskin to a simpler one.hahaha. anyway those photo above is overdue ,cs like i said, i didnt blog for quite sometime. hahha. i didnt attend school today, tell mum early in the morning -.-ll , cause today lessons was very boring. three periods of desing and technology and maths. WAHLAN, who wanna go.lols . stayed at home, go online. then im sick, grr.and gatria, wahlao, you cell spoilt, and i cant contact you.wtf. i wannaaa goo town with you! ahahaha.loser lah you gatria.LOL. just joking.haha, well, gonna buy baju kurung soon and some casual wear.hmm, i shall buy white or sky blue colour, my favourite^^. LOL. alright then, im hungry and ah shito. i dont know what else to post luh. shall post again soon or something.hahaha. buhbye bitches!:DD eat shit.

omfg,i miss school.

2008-09-09T15:14:00.008+08:00

hello bloggy.
well, i know its been more than two weeks or so since ive updated my blog. hah,sorry yea. well, firstly my laptop is over at my sister, cs she needa laptop to do a project. anyway here i am updating it again(: n's has started and im done with social studies, mother tounge and english. pheww, but im kinda dissapointed over my english paper two which is the comprehension part. its suckish. everyone complained about the passage.lol. anyway letter writing, i wrote a wrong format, guess so. ahh. shito. forget, just have to see my result on the 8th december. hahah. so school was boring as usual, gotta nothing to do. sit down, talk, waste time. and the remaining paper is on the 29th sept. and i should say, bye yuan ching in advance? lol. gonna miss everyone in the school though sometime school is like hell to me, but fuck it. its still my life journey to be in yuan ching. hoho. i think im gonna stop here. lols. got nothing much to update luh! will update again tomorrow or something uh!lols. takecare! and i still owe school two hours of freaking detention.hahaha .nvm. and happy breakfast in advance!^^ pictures of the class above!and maybe that shall be the last photo together as a class till death:D.hahahaha!peace.

dissapointing preliminary exams result

2008-08-20T19:37:00.009+08:00

harlow again bloggy.well,im here again to update blogspot,since i was really fucking bored at home, doing nothing act as if i have no life.lol!so yup,today school was kinda alright,desgin and technology was a bore.i dont know why i hate dnt this year,it seems that im getting lazier and lazier,but fuck it.haih,and mr sharm has a point,saying to me that if i finished up my folio,and my artefact ,i would easily got an A1 in my design and technology,n-lvl examination and provided i do well in theory too.haih. i was half-way with my folio and artefact ,and i decided to not continue more. i think its such a waste,but i cant do anything already as today is the dateline for secondary 4n half-year assign,.i think i should really buck up.and i think i'll choose to retain again in 4n or going shatec.im just not sure bout it.haih. forget that. well,english lesson ,ms triana told the whole class that,only one student out of 32 pass our english preliminary examination. wtf?

it cant be, well,everyone put our best effort in it and its impossible to say that only one pass. but she told us too that its before moderation,well, we shall see our confirmed marks,maybe by end of this week or so. other lesson was alright though i failed my combined humanities . lol! fuck you. hmm,after school straight away went home cs i was very bored and im alone,everyone are busy,so decided to go home and zzzz.lol. ive been alright the whole day,since im back from school,cool uh?:D

this is what i do when i get bored ,which is like everyday loh.haha! chatted with fateha for quite long, and she thought that i pierce my lips already.lol. well,ive not. but shall considered,as i said. she also told me that she miss our former 1n2 and 2n2 students, where we used to joke around,play around(because we aint matured yet)LOL. yup, but now everything change,we're always busy with personal stuff. we even rarely chill together or spend quality time together though we're in the same school.haih. but we too,should continue life.right?aww.haha!and lindi asked me to webcam with her, but i dont want.LOL.i paiseh loh.so she just webcam to me.hahaha.showing those 'cheena',china faces.lol!shes discriminating china people! hahahahaha. and the picture there, is LINDI!HAII!hahahahasorry yea lindi?lol!but see,i edit your picture so nice,right?haha!alright,till here,will update again soon,bye!.

little india trip

2008-08-18T20:42:00.016+08:00

hello bloggy.
an hey,im here to update my simple yet wonderful blogspot which i had for 8 months,though i deleted my old post,cause its fucking lame.ha ha(kaykay,lame)LOL. so had design and technology paper just now, only few turn up,im not sure why. class enrolement were very little , lol.im not sure why.and actually, it was easy, but my nose create problems=.=ll. flu,very serious flu.haha.i cant finish up my paper,cs im veryvery sick and get irritated when my nucleas keep falling and dripping.hahaha.i know its rather disgusting,but its the fact.haha. haih, i think i fail my desgin and technology paper,cause i only do some parts,but its okay. i must strive hard for upcoming national level examintaion.heehee. so after dnt,wait for hans to bind his folio up,and guess what? me,fazanah,hans,stella,nandhini, had to count loads of 5 cents,10 cents,20 cents,1 dollar coins, which totalled up of around 60 bucks!omfg.i cant be patience.shheesh. thanks to saranya.hahaha!:DD

so after that, went off to city hall, marina square, cause stella wanted to buy her creative mp4 there, we reached city hall at 10.30am,which i suppose quite a number of shops are still closed.haha. so we just walked around the mall, and i wanted to buy feedah some presents.lol. and we came across chocolate shop,im not sure thats the name anot.lol. the chocolate looks tasty but i think its not worth it,as six chocolate cost 15 bucks.grr. so went off to minitoons, and i saw alot of necklaces, its quite nice too, but still i dont like, i dont know why .im having brains problems, i think.hahaha. then proceed to creative shop,and stella bought her mp4, and i decided to buy feedah one box of chocolate!hahaha. yupyup, and after that we proceed to little india and had our lunch at saukuthala restaurant, all had chicken briyani, its worth it, cs can 'tambah' one.HAHA.after that, everyone decided to go back home,while im meeting love at two pm.and the time only like 1.10pm loh,hahaha

Decided to take a tour at nel mrt. went, little india to punggol, and back to outram park and to kembangan, its fun man!haha. but in the end,i late for 15 mins.hahaha.sorry yea,feed? but still i love you,and you do to.hahaha. so i handed over the choco to her, and yup,she loves it,thanks!haha. so, we chilled till five ,and we went separate ways.till here, and yup, i love riding trains nowadays. i dont know why. fun oi!lol! and kak ija, i still want the crumpler bag, and you can take the laptop for a few days JE.hee,nashrul, im not sure. will consider it,why? nak join?LOL. and lastly. i love feedah alot. hope we last long.haha.bye.

pierce or not pierce. arh shito

2008-08-16T10:24:00.013+08:00

muka shiat.lol!

hello yaw
.im here,updating my blog.and well, i cant find a nicer blogskin over the web.haih.cause im like still using my current skin for almost a month?(guess so)? lol! but nevermind, i still love my current blogskin cause its simple and neat;D that describe me.ha ha.and monday is my last preliminary examination, which is design and technology.phew.ended at last.lol. yesterday had physics and chemistry, and i cant do chemistry,cs i dont understand a single stuff loh.LOL.sshh;o haih. its alright, just rely on my fate,whether i will pass or either fail.haha. so yesterday after paper,quickly went home, rest, and get ready to meet love.hahaha. i thought i was late,and grr, she called me that she'll reach a bit later. shheesh. lol.but its alright.so decided to burn time, went to marina square and met up with fazanah and stella. firstly im lost between the city link there, i really not sure where to go,and take which path.ha ha.aint funny.LOL.was sweating and i cant find ljs.

wahlao,what kind of singaporean i am,i'll be embarrased if a tourist seek me for direction. hahaha.screw me.in the end, i managed to find,it took me ten mins to find it.hahaha.so i didnt had lunch, but they did.after that, rush back to city hall to meet feedah.we walked really quick,cause im worried that i keep her waiting.haha. but guess what?she havent even reached yet.lol. fazanah was like scolding me,cs she was eager to see feedah.i dont know why.crazy. HAHA .(if you read this,im soo sorry ,fazanah.)haha! and love called, and told me that she'll be a bit late, as she's got something on. so yup,told fazanah and stella to go home,since feed was late and they did. and i was alone.8( haha. waited for feed for a couple of mins and kaabom,she reached.9; was really happy to meet her, cause i miss her so much.hee.

after that,off we go to esplanade and i saw nashrul and aisha,was really shock to see them, cause im shy.HAHA. but fuck it. i dont care.haha. so nashrul was giving me 'that kind of face',when he saw me. i dont know how to describe it.hahaha. and we went to esplanade terrace roof, but it was fucking hot.LOL. so we went down to the promenade, and chilled for a moment. and decied to sent love home, and yup,off we go. we chilled again somewhere in her estate.im not sure where.kembangan?hmm,think so.hahaha! _l_ me. lol. chill and _____ a couple of hours.^^ and from 5.15 to 5.30 to 5.45 to 6pm, thats when we keep changing time,cs we dont want to goo off soon.hehe. but time flies so fast, and haih, we gotta separate. give her a kiss, and went home. and i miss her now8( sigh. nvm, i'll be meeting her again this wednesday to study?haha. so no worries.haha.aright then, will be updating again soon ,alright,takecare.haha. love feedah.

national day celebration

2008-08-09T15:22:00.007+08:00

hello again bloggy.
hahaha. i've not update my blog for fucking long loh.haha.it seems that im getting a little bit lazy to update my own blog.well, forget it.im here to update it again.lol. and yeap,prelims had started, and ive done my english paper and malay paper,.and english paper was quite easy but when comes to malay paper,i cant do the comprehension well.but haih, i just hope i can pass them. and so do the rest of the papers,which begins after national day holiday which is on tuesday.haha!and yesterday had national day celebration at school, was not so fun,consider to previous year,which got many concerts.but it was great atmosphere, and all the stalls set up is cool!LOL. okayokay,im talking crap,aint i?haha. so plans to town was cancelled because we're celebrating fazanah's and hema's birthday at jrg east swimming pool,so why not i spare my time for my classmate.hahahwtd(macam paham loh).haha. and yup,went home around 10.30,cs it was boring.went home with hans,get changed and go to pool.reached there, prepare everything for the party(: and they're really shock upon seeing the suprise.haha!after celebrate,everyone went for a swim, we chilled and when home, but thing went ugly for me, and im sorry to you all for not tagging along to entertainment to chill and stuff.haih.

anyway for today, happy 43rd national day for Singapore!:D i stayed at home the whole day.haha. chatted with ikha-mis!it was fun,kill my boredom.it was a quite a long time since ive chatted with her,rindu pulak.haha.we share our 'love' problems together,it seems that we're having the same situation.and thanks for the advice ikha.!and im watching live from tv,ndp '08.haha.(kay,lame) and feedah, its great to hear that youre really sorry and remorse over the mistake youve done to me,.and im here,giving you a second chance, and forgive you.well,ive got a good heart uh!;D and i wished that you will give a positive aswer on wednesday(pray hard)sigh. lastly thanks gatria for helping me sort my problems and being mygood-listener.well,till here,update soon uh!bye.and those photo ontop, im acting fierce,HAHAWTF

happy birthday to me

2008-07-20T14:12:00.005+08:00

hello again bloggy.
well, gonna update today. as you can see,my last update is on 4th july?hahawtf. nvrmind. first of all, last thursday was my birthday. once i reached school ,everyone wished me happy 16th birthday.heh. and it was great, esp. when you are already sixteen, you can enjoy nc-16 movies, entry to the pool table and stuff.HAHA. thats so lame, but its cool isnt it?heh. and i forgot, thanks mum for giving me 50 bucks to buy anything i want and a blue addidas watch which cost her, 108 dllrs.hee. appriciate it a lot man. and hanis , for messaging me class. ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAMKA! ; ) '. lol. jingyi , sister , mum,laiwen, sharol , weiling message me 12 am too.lol. but sorry, i reply some only cause im too tired to move my hand.haha. screw me. after health check up, some of the guys,sang me a loud birthday song, and after that, kena whack ah!LOL. but luckily i told them not to use their fist.hahaha. if not, im like half-dead.zzzz. oh ya! i forgot, thanks miss normalah and the malay classmate who sang for me a birthday song too.LOL. i was kinda shy but im touched, haha. but things didnt go on well, after malay class. i was being called to the general office, and being questioned by vp, whether i took and stole the money. -.-ll. was kinda pissed off, cause they started accusing me of taking those bucks. and guess what? only 10 $ was missing in the wallet. wtf. 10 bucks?big deal? sigh. nvrmind, they're asking the girl to report this matter to the police, and why not? easier. end fast. and im so fucked up when people walk towrds me like as if theres a two words in my forehead -'im a stealer'.ah. fuck you all guys.

forget bout that stuff. heh. so after school, went out with ramesh to play pool. so we played for an hour . and thanks for treating me a few bucks.LOL. thanks eh matrep. after pool, ramesh went home, cause im waiting for sha to deliver me the big mac meal,upsize with apple pie from nanyang poly.hahaha it was her treat for my birthday.haha. and yup, waited for her about 15 mins and kaaboom, shes outside the entertainment centre.haha. and when i was collecting my meal, i was fcuking shock to see other of my cousin ,holding a cake and sang me a birthday song which is fucking loud, and people coming out from library could hear, and they looked at me.wahlan, i was fucking happy. so we ate the cake, and decided to play pool again.lol. and yup,thanks guys. as for yesterday, went out with naz, to watch batman, the dark knight,heh, was part of my birthday celebration too.lol. so he pick me up, and we played pool and arcade, while waiting for the movie to start which was 3 hours more. after that, we headed to plaza singapura for the movie, half way there, it was raining heavily, he stopped,and we wore jackets.LOL. and it was raining cats and dogs. once we reached, we're wet, but phew, we're not fully soaked with water.hahaha. and the duration of the batman was 2hrs 20 mins, the movie was awesome. esp the joker, and im going to buy the cd and watch it again.hahaha. after the movie, we ate dinner, and went home. basically, thanks everyone for making my birthday a memorble one!!.hee. i lovee you guys.

THANKS NATASHA!;

RABIA TOO!:D

be yourself day

2008-07-04T17:06:00.005+08:00

Hello diary.heh.
time to update after a week.lols. yeap, today is beyourself day. which i suppose only some school is cemomerating that stuff.HAHA. cs i tend to ask my friends about the celebrations, but everyone was like,huh?got meh?got meh?_l_. hahaha! nevertheless, i dont enjoyed it that much.its like so quiet. assembly, mr leung said i look great?LOLWTFCB. thanks anyway. haha. and i bought that longsleeves yesterday siolxz. was kinda panic, i dont know what to wear actually, i asked lindi,amalina,ramesh,syafiq.HAHA. so its good to wear shirt with 3 quarter.haha. first period was design and technology, i was sweating while doing my project. fucking hot.haha. but i managed to get it through.wee.mind me, . hmm, maths was kinda alright. only do revision. and thanks mrs ng.haha.i lurp you.lolwtf. hmm,then malay, practice for national level oral.yeap, was kinda fun btw,much of talking.haha. after school, went to superbowl,played bowling and go home.haha. sorry for the short post. ive got nothing much to say.bye.(:

i just feel that im alone. youre trying to get away from me.
i dont know why youre like that. i wonder why.
but nevermind, if you thought getting away from me makes you feel better,
then be it alright. i just fucking wish, you will messege me . or reply my msg.
i hope so. and i've read your blog,you tend to get someone pretty fast.
by love? by looks? maybe by looks.its funny,.im not saying this like as if i make fun of you.
in-mature i guess.

2008-06-28T09:45:00.004+08:00

yay. miss wei zhi!LOL

Hello. well,im here again to update my bloggy.haha. didnt have the time to update recently, cause been busy with some homework.haha. _l_ anyway hai. yesterday, school was alright, only have three subject.haha. i just dont like design and technology.haha. dont know why. cause i need to sand and buff 13 arcylic, and there's more to come(think so).haha. im fucking tired and get bored, everyday do the same thing at the workshop. ,after dnt was maths lesson. boring siolxx. so i disturb ,mostly everyone. called their handphones and stuff.hahaha. that is when i get bored.heh, three period of maths, who dont get bored uh?(: so, mother tounge was the last two period. was fun though, only read some passage for oral.heh. i dont know why im so energetic during mother tounge lesson.haha. cool mahzxz. after school, i quickly rush home.lol. as i need to return school by 1.40. i was like mad. went home, quickly bathe for a moment, cs its fucking hot, am im sweating like hell. then eat , and i fcuk off from house.haha.

and luckily, im not the one who were late. jing yi was late too.haha! and we walked as fast as possible to school.hahahaha.wtf. and tada, we reached!LOLOL. everyone were there, and mr leung marked our attendance and we took a mini bus to ite college east.yeap.(: the journey was rather boring to me. and my butt hurts. and the bus was hot!haha.screw me.cerewet siolxz.three school attend, yuan ching,sembawan and,idk how to spell the other one.HAH. the college was fucking huge, haha. but quite cool. there's gym,pool,billard,indoor sports hall, and more. if that were my school, im happy.HAHA. we went tour the school, nice place though, the nursing class,design and technology class,beauty shop(girls) ,manicure.77th street.the nursing class got alot of different mannequins.LOL. they really act like a human. blink eyes,urine,breathe. wahlan,so cool.LOL .but the bad thing is that the students are having their vacation:( .overall was great. after the tour, we went for refreshment.haha. eat eat, cause free mah.LOLWTF. mr leung also eat many. then, went in the avt, and have a little talk. so, the programme ended around 5pm.was early,and while waiting for bus, we took some group picture with the student leader.haha. talk crap and stuff. asked for hotmail and stuff. and the bus came, zoom. went off.haha! i still remember one of the student leader. alex.hah. was a great student leader of us.heh. reach school, and went home. saw hanis, fiqq,amirul and amirah.haha. after that, went home with hanis, and we call it a day.LOL.WTF.
update soon uh!:D tc. pictures are above. and as u can see,my hair;(

2008-06-20T20:54:00.003+08:00

01. What do you want most now?
be with her all day long;(

02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Gold Coast Theme Park!(:

03. What's your favorite thing to do?
Play bowl/pool/soccer.

04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
no. But if there's money, theres no tomorrow.hahah

05. Do you think monkey have a penis?
like,duh. dumb.

06. Who made you happy most of the time?
basically,anyone who chat with me.LOL

07. Do you think there is such a word called "love"? Reason?
(short one would do.)
yes. im in love before. so yup. what do you think?lolol

08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
ohwow, i buy whatever i want.but its just a dream,for godness shake.

09. What do you dream of doing in the future?
cooking, and make my tummy grow=.=ll

10. What will you do if she/he wants to end the relationship?
well, good question. i would like. why? why?whyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!? and cried. yes. crying is not a gay thingy,bitch.

11. What makes you happy?
My good pal!haha

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Un-loving person?LOLWTF.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
A man, who owns a restaurant,named in french(not confirmed).HAHA.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends,Family.

16. Bestfriend or Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Girlfriend!

17. Are you outgoing?
Sort off?why? ask me out?

18. The love of your life now?
Friends.heh

19. Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
yes,i need to express to her. at least, my heart wont goes like _____. you know,i know.

20. Who's on your mind right now?
one girl.LOL

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 10 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

anyone will do,cherrios.

2008-06-19T20:03:00.002+08:00

flower that talks.

HAI guys. im here to update my blog again.LOL. so lame.anyway yeap, that picture above was taken at my house.haha. only some knows where. today, went out again. affian called me around 7.10 am. was so freaking tiredxz. haha. but atleast its much way better than staying at home,being nag all the times.haha.right?(: so went out with affian to bukit batok cdans. the home team ns thingy. we went early just too booked one fucking bowling,lane. haha. but its a need. cause there will be alot of people. and my hand seems to be not in a good mood of playing. lose 3 times to affian.haha. but nevertheless, i win over him like, 5 times?HAHA. cool mahxz?. then after that, decided to come over kak ella house to chill out, and pass back the mp3 to wak sadiah.( wak sadiah is my aunt btw, if you guys seems puzzled ) lololols. and the time is like already 12 noon, and only aidah woke up.others are still dozing off.haha. then went down for a while to have you-know-what.maybe?heh. and we played computer. watch three movies, anak, congkak and one thailand fighting movies. i dont know the name.hahaha. so kak ella was telling my whether i wanna buy her nike slipper which she bought over at malaysia. and she's selling me cheap. so why not. err. right?hahahhha. and i will take pictures soon alright? okok,best. after that, we chill for a moment, and went home. home sweet home.awwwww. kay guys, will update again uh! byebye. takecare(:

Cousin's Outing.

2008-06-18T12:54:00.004+08:00

fcuk me.

only the pro's(:

cousin's outing.uhlala

Cousin's!(:

hello! well ,its a long time since i've update my blog.haha! i've been lazy to like update this blog. but i dont know why suddenly i have will to update.HAHAHHAHA, =.=ll. okay guys, school is like starting in five days time. manxz, need to wake up like 6 in the morning every weekdays.hahahaha. but at least its much wayyyyyyy better then staying at home. telling people ' im boredxxzxz.'LOL. in school, there's much activities. one of it is study.hahahahahaha. cibei.anyway i havent even touch some of my homeworks. or simply say that i havent even wrote my name.HAHAHAHA.(: but nevertheless,im gonna do that soon.but i-dont-know-when.haha. i miss everyone in my school right now, my table, my chair. the fan that is just beside me, my drawing at my table, loads more.;( hahaha. its cool whatzxz. okey just breifly gonna update last monday's outing.hahaha. went out with cousins. only some make it. aww. but nevermind. met each other at the home team ns, .

then we started off playing bowling.wasnt in a goood mood, cs my tumb was hurt badly. $%@$#. so i just played anyhow.haha. but atleast. im not the last of the last.hahahahahaha. after that, we have _____ break. and went back to aidah's house to have our lunch.haha. laksa! lol. thanks wak sadiah for the free lunch.hahahahahaha. rest there for a couple of mins and we decided to play pool at bukit timah shooping centre. upon reaching. we chill out for a moment.hahaha. and we booked two tables. and playplayplayplayplayplayplay. till 16 bucks.LOL. but istnt that cheap?huh?. after playing, went to macs do chill again. and its like alr 5. we went out like 8 am till 5 pm?LOL. tiredxzz. so went back aidah's home(again). we watch miss swan at youtube. fucking irritating.lololol. and i straightened my hair FOR FUN.hahahaha. its sucha cool thing to do. after that, went home with affian, bathe, downloading songs, msn, and sleep.LOLOL.tiredxzx mah.
hahaha. okey lah, till here then yaw, tc!(: will update again when time comes.LOL.and ohya! i bought congkak already.hah. its not that scary siolxz. sucha waste of time. but the sound effect is great!yeap:D

2008-06-03T17:43:00.004+08:00

well, the stadium,of course.loousy*

hello. wassup.LOL
yeap, yesterday morning. went to dnt for artifact. haha, i think once i reach there, i took my stuff, buff the ,sand the arcylic and i went home.LOLOLOL. i did that for like only 15 mintues?hahaha. cs i having bad bad flu manzxz, cannot tahan. but i didnt went home, instead, i went to play poker card with the express students.hahahaha. yeap, i won most games.haha. went home around 1pm, didnt bathe, on computer, then went to take a nap. ( stupid post )HAHA. then woke up, get ready to go national stadium with nas. haha. quite lucky theres enough ticket-.-/ HAHA. so bought the ticket, wait up for nas, as he just finished his work. and luckily he's not that sooo-kind of late. ahhaa. i still remember singapore vs lebanon match, he was like a hour late.lololol. thats super long for me. i bo tahan. went in bought some food and drinks. the match is totally sucks in my history watching at the national stadium.hahaha. SINGAPORE 3-7 UBEZKISTAN. hahaha. but ijust love the atmospere. lewis is sucha too confident that kind of goal keeper, he's the one who makes many mistakes for his too over confident.. thats what people were shouting throughout the match. hahaa. i leave the match at 6 goals to 2. hahahaha. so boring manxzz. singapore being thrashed. after that, took bike, went to sis workplace. tcc. or whatever shit.LOLOL. bought oreo err, i forgot.LOLOL. and sis treat us. ty! chey.hahahahahahahaha. then lepak for a while, watch the extreme bungy. fucking hell yea .SCARY?HAHAHA . but it cost 40 bucks each manzx, too expensive. after that, nas send me home, and the end.hahaha .lazy to post more.

anyway lindi!!!!!!!! cheer up buddy.. hahaha! Lifes got ups and downs(: haha.

2008-05-30T21:03:00.005+08:00

FUCK MY FACE.LOLOL

wassup yo mama.heh
jyeah,im gonna update for yesterday and today. thought of updating yesterday, but im too fucking tired .LOLOL.WTF.useless lah me.haha. so yesterday, woke up 9.30am, and get ready to go escape theme park with friends. eheh. so yeap, met them at lakeside mrt station. i didnt attend for remedial.LOL.FOR WHAT SHIT. unfortunately only 5 follow, haha. nashrul, me, hans, stella and fazanah. i did asked syahirah and lindi to tag along, but they arent free( dont know if its real ) .but well, i didnt accuse you two anything.remember.LOLOL. saranya said, she tagging along, but in the end,no.LOL.haha. and we headed to pasir ris, and walk in the sorching sun towards the theme park.HAHAHAAH. take bus,dont want. wth.haha. and the ticket is cheap enough, thanks to me, cs theres an offer for those who use singtel line. and eventually, im the only one using that. SEE,IM GOOD.LOLOLOL. so the ticket only cost 12 bucks, but one sim card, entitled for 4 person only.haha. so fazanah paid the total cost which is 1 7.70 dlrs.HAHAHA.WTF. TOO BAD YO.

and before that, everyone has a empty tummy.hahaha. so this first ride is rainbow, well, its not that scary.hahaha. but fazanah was shouting like #^%@$%^@$%@$#!$!#$%^@$%. fuck man.hahaha. there's not much people who went there. and the flume ride that is the we and wild was fucking under maintanence. while the evolution is under upgrading.haha. at least there's inverter.hahahaha. and next we went to go-kart. and i dont wanna go that, cs i dont know how to drive.HAHAHAHHA. WTH, i scared i meet an accident.haha. so only hans and nashrul went in. and the rest jsut watch. -.=.haha . so viking was alright. the thrill is there. haha. OH, THE STAFF MOSTLY IS MALAY GIRLS, WHICH IS LIKE OOOOOOOOOLALALALALALA.. HOT MANZXZX. esp. their smile, make me melt/cair.HAHAHA. serious shit sialll. oooooooh, knn, cannot tahan. hahahaha! the did smile to the camera with us.hahaha. and again, fazanah shout like fuck. hahaha, shes' scared, and we all disturb her by pulling her hair and stuff. HAHA. haha. manzxz, she love shouting .idk why.heh. and, next the inverter, whereby the ride will go round and round like a mary go round.hahahahaha. kk,lame. will eventually turn 360 dgrs.hahaha. its was fun though riding that. and i ride it for, erh, 5 times?lololololol.

well, the haunted house was rather boring, its just that the effect, lighting make us fell scared.haha. theres no one acting as *ghost*. haha. fucking boring lah. the flipper is kinda okey lah, but makes me dizzy.haha! in the end, i decided to ride the go-kart. hahaha .its quite fun manzxz, haha, the slope is fucking steep.hahaha. and did i drift?lololLOL.wth. errant drivers. but i came third.hahaha.lastly stella gotta go home, so she leave.haha. we went to the beginner track. its go kart also. but for beginner, . we went there for fun. hhahaa, took up three cars, . nash + fazanah. haha. i and hans were alone.lolol. and we race. hahaha. halfway to the end, hans was like left out, cs nashrul bang the car to the left. and hans car was like go the other way round.LOLOL. so hans was last . after that, we decided to leave, ate dinner, and went home.lolol. i dont know why i like stim in the bus.LOLLOLOL.HAHAHAHA.kay la, till here.( pictures will upload soon)heh!

ps: im desperate to know your whereabouts, . busy?sigh. i miss you fucking loads. and i still love you. haiz, .

2008-05-27T21:03:00.002+08:00

hello. well, hamka barbie is going to update his blog.HAHAHA.WTF.
anyway wassup everyone. it seems im pretty good in bowling though i play rarely.LOLOLOL. but im aint proud.lolol.shhhhhhhh. yesterday went up with cousin, we played bowling yaw. and its like only fucking two of us only manzxz, not supporting lah others. played four games, and lepak for awhile.haha. yeah, we pranked arounf 5 people.LOLOL.WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF. afterrrrrrrr that, while walking out of the superbowl. there was like a fucking fucking big fire at tang dynasty city.LOLOL.KNN, shocked mahhh, so what. i dial 9-9-5.

Operator- hello, this is the singapore civil defence force , may i help you sir?
Me- fuck, there's a fire at tang dynasty city! its huge. (i did say fuck)LOLOLOLYEAP.
Operator- okey sir,we'll send in the firefighter,it will be there in 5 minutes, is there any casualties,sir?
Me- from what i see, no, cs the place is closed( fucking stupid operator)
Operator- alright sir, just wait for the fire fighter, thanks for calling,sir.
Me- alright, bye.

THE OPERATOR IS LIKE FUCKING STUPID.35245.LOLOL.jyeah, after,that i waited for the fire fighter, and went home.lolol. lazy to being ask by the fire fighter bout that fire. after bowling, went to school. collect stuff, blablablablaba, and went to cousin house after that. fuckign tired. collect stuff for my cousin's wedding. manxzxz, its like a wk more,soooooo funnnn sialzx.LOLOL.IDK WHY. GET TO MEET MY COUSIN AFTER SO LONG.HAHAHA.SCREW ME. chat withhhhhhhhhh shasha.lolol. she got admire.LOLOLOLOLOLL. WHAT THE FUCK. THEN MALU2.HAHAHAHA. mampos kau nnti, after that, went home, chat with syasya and barbie. erh, till here then lah.

ps: sometimes i even cut myself, to see how much it bleeds.its like adrenaline,the pain is such a sudden rush for me.im not happy. byebye. thanks lindi barbie, you cheer me up. tata

2008-05-25T16:53:00.004+08:00

"...... GRANT SACKED?"
what the fuck is Roman Abramovich is doing?

well, hello. i was like reading the sunday times, and encounter the big wording that says grant sacked. anyway theres like a few who is going off too, drogba,lampard,steve clarke,malouda,carvahlio and blablabla. its sounds like chelsea is coming to an end after the loss of champions league and english premier league? wtf.in football, theres always lose and wins right? roman always wants his club to win. but then "money cant buy anything " thats soo sad.LOLOL.WHAT THE FUCK. but i also heard that high possiblity that jose mourhino is coming to the club yo. hope so.jose is the best manager. he's special.HAHAH. i dont know why i love chelsea alot. woooooo
CHELSEA hates MANU*puke*.

well,enough of football.haha. im bored this june holidays. tommorrow till friday,need to turn up for design and technology workshop. FUCK. hahha. well, morning went to tution, well, i dont know , but i not quite sure i saw syasya or not.HAHAHHA. MUST BE FUCKING DREAMING I THINK .well, i think i saw , erh _______. well,i look at her, but she turn away. its difficult to like really recongnise is that the person or what, when 'shes' in a scarf.HAHAHA. speaking nmpk.loloolol. idk why i love tution.its like so fun to be there. the teacher teaching ,the friends ,the atmosphere.THE EVERYTHING MAN. lolol. im like high now? haha. after tution, went to buy some food for breakfast with rizlan.lolol. everyweek we do that one. idk why.hahaha. finally, mira is fine. pheww. she's like dissapear into thin air for 5 days?LOLOL. WTF. serious, untraceable.hahha! yeyeah, fiona too, suddenly receive sms from her,-' hamka.apa bikin?' HAHA. yeyeah, theyre back! whoopie. now, im like soo bored. chatting with barbie ,blogging, friendster? aiyaya. what a bore.HAHAH. i guess i'll update till here lah. takecare yaw.

barbie,HAHA.wtfafaf235%^$#^%#&$#^%#

2008-05-23T15:31:00.011+08:00

tell a friend,guess who's back?

guess who's back?

HAMKA BACK.HAHAHAHA.WTF.lame.-.-ll

anyway,im back posting. damm lazy this few days. i dont know why. i told her straight that i have the feeling of 'love' for her. i still love her man,i dont know why?. if i dont talk to her,maybe.,my life is so boring without her. sigh. but then, life have to go on right? maybe we'll just be friends will do, erh, close friend.aiyaya. some people call me , brother. , asked me,can i be your brother?what does the word brother meant to you uh? manzx, this people wont think. when im in trouble or i have personal problems or whatever shit, they just let me be it, they kept quiet ,dont even bother to help me. but when they're having relationship problem , personal problems,with my heart, i come by them, asked them, why you so sad?come one. i cheered them well, i help them. enough of this lah, FUCK YOU.so fuckedup.

well, ITS LIKE FCUKING GREAT TALKIN TO LINDII, MY BARBIE DOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLHAH.HAHAHAHHHAH YEAYAE, CALL ME WHEN YORUE IN JRG. yeayea, SHES A BARBIE GIRL,IN A BARBIE WORLD.LOLOL. FUCKING LAUGH MY ASS OUT TALKING TO HER.HAHAHA. well, at least. she cheer me up in a barbie way.hehe. shes the best man! hmm, jyeajyea, shes EXPERT in moaning!HAHHAHA. WTF BARBIE. BUT I LOVE BARBIE.HAHAHAHAHA.well, cant wait to go out sentosa plus hang out with my barbie.HAHA. B CUP BRAAAAAAAAAA. AND I WILL BUY BIKINI FOR YOU? LOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.WTFAGHGSH. WELL,my coversation with her, its original!HAHAHH. later, at night we talk bout sex topics.HAHAHA. how's the sperm taste like? MINERAL WATER?HAHAHAHA.wtf. we chatted together ,4 person, lol. was laughing my ass off man.lol hahahaa. do girl love big boobs or big ass?WAT THE FUCK.HAHAAHAHA manzx,thats a crazy topic, but at least they kill my boredom.HAHA. yeah, holidayy manxz, ask me out lindi.LOL. BARBIE IS EXPERT IN MOANING.IM SOO GONNA HEAR .hahahahhah!
chelsea lost. but still chelsea the besttttttttt!HAHA((8

lastly, im gonna sing for syahirah a birthday song.HAHA.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to syahirah,
happy birthday to you.
hope your wish come true!HAHHA
ps: sorry no present.hahaha

2008-05-21T21:06:00.004+08:00

My tea's gone cold I wonder why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cos you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a showy he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*}
Shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counselling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!

2008-05-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

hello.
since KAK IJA WANNA ME TO BLOG BOUT HER BIRTHDAY. IM GG TO.
hahahahhahaha

well,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to kak ija,
happy birthday to you!

hahahahahahahaha.
and ily. so can watch r-21 already uh.
where else i cant even watch nc-16.
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
tc of yourself.
byebye

and im happyto be back.wooooooooots

2008-05-16T15:18:00.004+08:00

hello. hello. well,im speechless. since you accuse me of avoiding you and you she want me to go the other way?, i cant say anything. let her be happy for life.and i know the last msg, i wrote to 'you' nb right? well, im sorry. tired of this. youre been a great friend until 16th may, thanks.bye to you.

get back all mid yr paper. was rather alright. and mira, youre the best.HAHA. cs thanks for being with me when im in trouble. cs others wont even care about me when im having problems, i do help others, but i dont get back in return .well, its great to have a friend like you. i dont want to write anything more. im going to have peace in mind. bye.

to whoever, dont call me your fcuking friend alright. even brother of fuck or whatever lah.
i help you when youre in trouble, but when im in trouble myself, youre just ignoring me.
im not saying this to syahirah.
bye

2008-05-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

hello yaw.wassup.
hahaaha.

yeahyeah. didnt update for a week for most?HAHA. lazy sia. okey whatever. well, mid yr was alright. maths paper is just 2moro. hahaahha. left with only maths and science. phewww. but erh, prelims is comingggggg. wtf. then its n'lvl on the 10 oct. so yeah. after n'lvl,no schooling yaw, freedom.hahahahhaah. so back to mid yr. english paper was alright. only for the letter writing, im too lazy to write long longgggggggg.hahaha,so short and sweet will do.HAHAHA. (mcm phm)=.= overall its alright lah. yeah. today paper was social studies. mostly didnt do it. what for uh?LOL. i just do some question will do. after paper, went to jrg east lib ,for chilling. nabei. paper end at 9.30. then go home?kentalan siol.HAHAHAAA. awwwww,the secondary 1 "bdk-bdk"have normal lesson till 2.20. hahahaahah. too bad mah. bought asap.HAH. then off to lib. chill2, hmmm. nothing much to talk lah cibei. till here. my post is such a sucker.hahahahahahaha.

ps: erh, miera!hahahah. well, i cant be possibly come school after n's.LOL. then im alone siol.everyone holiday.i go school.hahaaha. so yeah. im sorry uh. we can still meet up pal!hhahahaha.
tc diary..

2008-04-18T15:29:00.003+08:00

bugis.HAHA.

hello yaw.
its a long time since i've update my blog. well,i've got some problems. HAHA. so yeah,no time to update my blog. but at least, my problems has lessened.:DD well, its 2 weeks i guess,i separated with _____ . heh, i try my best to try forget her yea, it was so hard. i would sometimes cried. i dont know why. my love for her would never die. sigh, but well, i think as time goes on, i felt better. as people said, life have to go on, . everyone in my class was so curious why im sad.hah, i love my whole class man.LOL. anyway, friends, you all dont need to find that zyq. im fine,i will settle my own. oke.hahhaha. its good to have a caring friends unlike some other ppl, which are heartless .holy crap. maybe she's not matured bout love, so i cant do anything. its fate man. so im here ,wishing you to have a happy life. i will remember you always. ;(

okey, forget bout that, and school was alright. fun.hahah. miss triana didnt came school. sad.haha. im wishing you happy belated birthday yaw. miss triana<3! hahahahahaha. its my english teacher for your info.HAHAHA. hmm,mother tongue was rather fine. haziq finally done his pidato. and mostly dont know what the hell he's talking about.HAHAHAHAHHA. but its fine,at least you done your pidato. good!:DD hmm, so physics pon okok lah.LOL. after school, i argue with shafiq. fuck. idk lah. then decided to go queensway shpp. to follow ramesh, in the end , didnt go.HAH. he went alone,sorry yaw. i have no $$$ for today. so boring shop w/o money money money money.hahahahha. and im rotting at home this weekend. and my handphone have less vibration . no smses, only a couple only. wth.hahahaha. at least i save my bill.hahahaha. okey well,i'll update 2moro,maybe.hahaha. takecare yaw. byeebyee.!:DDD i dont love her now.

2008-04-09T15:59:00.003+08:00

supermann!heh,

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu yang bergulir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran.
byebye;

2008-04-05T14:05:00.003+08:00

pathetic face.-.-" haha

wassup diary.

well,gonna update today. went to bugis last thurs,hah. went up buy some shirts and stuff,WELL,i saw wonderwoman and superman tees which was freakin nice manxzz. cant stand it.LOL. cheap lagi.hahaaha,maybe,im gonna bought it next week as i promised her.hahaha (: yeah,as for sports day yesterday was fun man,haha. met up ramesh,haaziq,kumaran and azim at boon lay mrt station,headed to clementi stadium.we're late.oh yeah,need to be there by like 7.15.haha,in the end,upon reaching.met up muss,fikri,nash and the others,walk together to the stadium. start off with flag raising,blablablah. haha, we're seated at the fucking no good spot.knn.hahahahaha. it was freakin hot too.lol. and the first event was 200m,fikri got 4th. but nehmind,at least he didnt get last.hahaha, but the 100m also he didnt make it.haha.:DD so nashrul and gang decided to go to the gallery seat that is the opposite the grandstand.HAHA. at least at the gallery seat,was cooling man,:D. so yeah,the 4 x 1000m,our class got ___ . i dont know.LOL. we're cheered for them like giler babxzx.hahha, then for the sec 1's,i cheered for amierah yaw. semangat man.hahhaha. she run quite fast though,haha. ezza pizza too,chatted with her before the rest start.haha, sempat peh. cakap uh.hahaha, after that, it was teacher vs. student race. that is the most freakin fun race ,i can say.lol. mr leung gave a superb run.yea yea,congrats,the teachers won. =.=" hahahahh! so after sports day, went to jurong superbowl, played bowling,as everyone was too bored to go home.lol. then we ate at macs. after it, everyone went home.(: so home sweet home.hahhahah. and i sms-ed wonderwoman!LOL.

2008-04-01T15:11:00.004+08:00

wow.hahaha.semangat uh,

hello yaw.

i didnt update my blog for some times.lol. yeah,just gonna talk bout yesterday.(: and i've got good efforts award.LOL. that is attire and groming;social interraction;attendance and puncuallity.hahaha! see,im too good boy.hahahaha. then,went out to queensway shopping centre with ramesh yo, after school,straight away chao home,get change and meet up together.haha. freaking early. hahaha. met up nashrul at queensway itself. so after that,went in ,bought some bermudas which cost 35 dlrs, haha, some tee-shirt too.!:DD then we went out and get some food. after that, go shopp again, check out some footballs, jersey,shoes,shirts.hahaha; so nashrul decided to go home,and byebye to him.LOL. decided to wait for bharrany to collect out class jersey, luckily he's not that fcukin late.haha. met up atiqah,huda,vinoth. went to the shop together cs our jersey is same design but different colours.hahahaha,cool peh. yeah,so went home straight after that.(:as for today,nothing much happen.haha, dnt was okey, got confident to score a-1.hahahahhhaha. maths lesson+geography+social studies was fucking boring.hahahh.i slept in class just nowww.hahahaha. kay la,till here then yaw.bye!.

ps;
i miss wonderwoman like 3%^@$&@$&.
:DDD
i do miss you,.

2008-03-29T14:03:00.002+08:00

im boreed.haha!:DD

dear diary.

haha.well,i've change into simpler blogskins.lol, my blog is password protected.hahaha,no spamming already.:DD i just dont know why people lovee to spam so much,aint they coward? they have no fucking life indeed, get a life fucker. if you want to spam,put your name bitch. knn,your mother fuck bangala at the bush ah. your mother smelly armpit until toa payoh lorg also can smell. nabei. ennough of those spammers.hahaha. and like finally my dnt folio is done.HAHA. cs i've being force too.haha, well, im so bored at home right now.haha, havent finished up maths homework.:D aww,nothing more to write uh,haha. so till here yaw,will update soon,haha.tag me uhhh.byebye ; i misss wonderwoman.HAHA

2008-03-20T15:51:00.005+08:00

dear diary,

yeah,today is the last week of school.hahaha. gonna have a long weekends,so im forcing myself to complete some of my dnt project.haha. school was not so good,haha,there's not much people came. mother tounge being lectured.blahblahblahblahblahblah.haha! cep was damm boring,so we'll played bingo.LOL. too boring what. ramesh didnt came school,sigh. yeah,after school,went back home alone.haha. didnt lepak2 all this,waste my fcuking time. decided to go boon lay secondary,find people:D but maybe monday,. aiyaaa,still got no plan for tomorrow yaw. first bill came out.hah,luckily i didnt exceed the amount cs i know i had msg sooooooooooooooooooooo mucccccccccccccccch.hahahahahha(: another thing is that,that girl,is tooo, arrogant,fucking selfish, fucking proud..But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get You selfish bitch; I hope you fuckin burn in hell for this shit . All the pain inside amplified by the Fact that I can't get by with my nine to five .*understand that*.nothing much to talk uh,today was boring.-.- till here yaw.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!:)

2008-03-19T14:52:00.005+08:00

dear diary,
wassup hommie.

yeah,school was greattt.haha,just gonna breifly talk bout yesterday, & yeah,english lesson is superr fun,i passed english.weeeeeeeeeee~ oral is too easy for me.heh,.design and technology teacher was fucking !#%!!^!%!,i didnt bring folio,and i cant talk to him bout my project..what a fucking lame teacher.principal should lessened his pay.shit. so after school,went out with friends toooo superbowl,yeah,we played bowling. it was fun,though.played two sets then, went out eat. so all of us decided to go home after eating. and i went home with muss.yeah,thats all for yesterday.haha!

for today,maths lesson was far too boring.and i didnt do a single homework.hha. hmm,social studied,im not in class, muss and i just ran out of class.lol. we bought some bread,drinks cs too hungry .haha. actually,nothing much happened hor. after school,i straight away went home despite there's sport heats.hahahahahahahahahahaha. screw hamka. thats all yaw, sorry is theres no picture at all.LOL. i dont take much pictures.haha.mind me.

2008-03-16T13:14:00.018+08:00

dear diary.

well,i've deleted all my last post.haha.cause it was damm bloody lame assholes.and yeah,starting a new blog,new url.haha. just gonna update bout yesterday,yeah.went out with mum and all.we firstly went tangs tangs tangs. bought clothes,jeans,erh,maybe?make up?lol. ate at some bloody restaurant,which i forgotten.lol. too hungry yaw.after that,decided to go changi airport.for what i also dont know.haha. but well,its fun there. went shopping again and again,mum treat me calvin klein perfume,and it cost 95 bucks yo.haha!she's got some voucher,so yeah,its free(but her hard-earned voucher.)lol.then went round and round the airport.went to terminal 3 too,also thought of buying swatch watch,but didnt.expensive,f expensive. (:

went in to minitoons,saw big big elmo + cookie monster.lol,remember,it was syasya dream to have oneee.hahaa.aiyah,wait for birthday loh ,maybe i can buy you one elmooo.haha!its cheap,51 bucks.hohohohoho .after that,went round and round to 3 terminal.lol. nothing better to do,,so, mum decided to go to tampines mall to buy brother's toysssssss fucking boring yaw,in the end just bought,pathetic 14.95 sing dlrs gunn .hahahahaha. ate again at mac,yeah.eat eat eat eat,alot of chicks there looooooooool,pretty ones,sexy ones,pathetic ones,suckers one.alottt but yeah,malays one are great. and wth am i talking.HAHAHAHAHA,screw mee,after eating.went round and round and around again.everyone felt tired. so went home straight.went home,test test the perfume. and smell niceeeeeeeeeeeeee.woooooooooooooooooooo~.girls can be attracted yo.LOL. crap.-.-

hahaha.come onlineee,boring boring boring. and i think my dnt project had not being touch or what so ever,neh mind,still can finish next week.hahahaha. lazy me.yeah,sometimes only.(: and i jsut remember,tomorrow is schoooooooooooool. yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,superrrr funnnnn whattttttttttt.hahahaha. its boring ,rotting at home,doing nothing but online, being nagged for playing comp too long. aiyayaya. yeah,thats all for today,gonna upate 2moro or so,do do relink me yeah,the hamkaemo.blogspot.com is unavailable,cs its fucking lame url.LOL.takecare yaw, hamka always miss you.lol ..byebye.