Name: Abigail Bin Abdul Rahman
Birthday: 17th July 1992
School: College
Email: Mohammed_Hamka@hotmail.com
Info: I'm certainly extroverted and maybe jolly? Well, I'm not those conscientious type of kid, mind you. Life has change that much, so do I. Love being a jokey and comical. Just mind people who are rather conceited? I've being discriminate against but i just don't really care,because it's just your opinion as the race is all about believing in yourself. Life is somehow cruel but that does not lead me to a pathetic life. Anyway,be cautious that I'm pragmatic and scatter-brained at times. Would'nt be great if you leave me a tag?

Tuesday, September 30, 2008
its my life journey
Yeah, It's my life
In my own words I guess

Yea, I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now. I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh, i can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry. We're all we got in this world,when it spins, when it swirls,when it whirls, when it twirls. But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to be with you and remorse, the more it backfires on me. We did not plan it to be this way, your ownself and me. But things have got so bad between us, I don't see us ever being together ever again. Like we used to be when we first met,
.And It's funny, I remember back one month when you first kiss me on my cheek, i was too shy to give u a little peck but then u started it. And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart, i feld i was a bum.Then you started seeing me on friendster with many girls,i started talking about my bestfriend. And you didn't like it until you and me was arguing a lot and we decided to broke up,cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud,it happen too fast that neither one of us could grab it.

But then, of course, everything always happens for a reason, I guess it was never meant to be. it's just something we have no control over, and that's what destiny is. I sat the whole night crying,thinking about you and i've keep having this dream that im holding your hands, kissing on your cheeks and if you want me to,i'll buy you a mockingbird, I'll give you the world, I'll buy a diamond ring for you, I'll sing for you, I'll do anything to see you smile,be back with you and if that mockingbird dont sing and the ring didnt shine,i'll break that birdies neck i'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to you and make him every karat of the ring.

Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing,looking at your pretty pictures in my phone, it just trips me out to see how much you've change. I hope when i woke up,its just a dream. i love you so much. :(
(sorry if my english was bad,im spurting out my feelings)

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Monday, September 15, 2008
jealous, egoness, self-hatred,descriminate against?
Well, harlow again. sorry i didnt update my blog that often. i coulda be a lazy boy sometimes, or always.LOL. eh, if you want to tag my tagboard, click on the three words at the very top to navigate links, self and tagboard. sucha a simple stuff. hahaha & & mum give me 200 bucks to go on a shopping trip. i wanna go topman, volcom, newurbanmale and wisma! ahhh, i wanna get those things , on the picture at the end of the post.hahahaha! breifly update for past few days uh.:D oh ya, glory to chelsea! and boo to manchester united. they're sucks,arent they? shhhessh,s-u-c-k-s.
Saturday:
well, nothing much happened. stayed at home till four pm. Decided to went out and have a dinner with my good pal, gatria. hahahaha! so met her around 6+ and guess what? we still have one hour to wait till breakfast. lol. and gatria thought ,breakfast time is at 6pm -.-ll LOL. eh oh no, i cant talk bad about gatria here, later she angry uh.hahahahahaha! so we met up at pioneer mall ,and since its only like 6.15 pm, we decided to walk to gekpoh shopping cntr and have dinner there. well, talk non-stop about her stuff and mine and i loike,so great talking with her(: and poof, we're at macdonalds already. hahaha. ate, then went home back together. well, she made my day. absolutely! thanks eh gat gat gat!LOL. but now, i miss her that much. haih. come online soon uh gatria(:
Sunday
sunday? woke up late and im super late for tution. hahaha. quickly have a shower, get changed and went off, still like zombie when in the bus. tired loh. hahahaha. study study study and went home, play com all the way. so boring.:(
Monday
As for today, it rain very heavily during the morning hours. thought of not going school, but in the end i went.-.- so there's only 12 person in our class, that make our class the record among the whole level, i guess?hahahaha!Watch movie during physics lesson, played fikri's psp during geography, its like post-exam activity loh, doesnt need to study.hahaha. after recess, i ran our of school with fik, lol. why? three periods of maths, buay tahan.hahahaha. so chao loh. and i think mrs ng got ask about us.hahaha fuck it. and after school, went to town myself. lol. just check it out on clothes and stuff, went wisma, far east plaza, pacific plaza , volcom store and i already aim my stuff ohkaaayy! hahahah. and i suppose i'll be going to buy it on wednesday. hoho. well ,nothing much to update uh. till here.hahhaha. sucha lame post.LOL. buhbye. gatria! go online:D and mir'elle, cheer up buddy? im here to help you but all youve got to do is, be storng alright?:D

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Friday, September 12, 2008
okay, you eat shit. overdue pictures.
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hello bloggy.
well, ive change my blogskin to a simpler one.hahaha. anyway those photo above is overdue ,cs like i said, i didnt blog for quite sometime. hahha. i didnt attend school today, tell mum early in the morning -.-ll , cause today lessons was very boring. three periods of desing and technology and maths. WAHLAN, who wanna go.lols . stayed at home, go online. then im sick, grr.and gatria, wahlao, you cell spoilt, and i cant contact you.wtf. i wannaaa goo town with you! ahahaha.loser lah you gatria.LOL. just joking.haha, well, gonna buy baju kurung soon and some casual wear.hmm, i shall buy white or sky blue colour, my favourite^^. LOL. alright then, im hungry and ah shito. i dont know what else to post luh. shall post again soon or something.hahaha. buhbye bitches!:DD eat shit.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008
omfg,i miss school.
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hello bloggy.
well, i know its been more than two weeks or so since ive updated my blog. hah,sorry yea. well, firstly my laptop is over at my sister, cs she needa laptop to do a project. anyway here i am updating it again(: n's has started and im done with social studies, mother tounge and english. pheww, but im kinda dissapointed over my english paper two which is the comprehension part. its suckish. everyone complained about the passage.lol. anyway letter writing, i wrote a wrong format, guess so. ahh. shito. forget, just have to see my result on the 8th december. hahah. so school was boring as usual, gotta nothing to do. sit down, talk, waste time. and the remaining paper is on the 29th sept. and i should say, bye yuan ching in advance? lol. gonna miss everyone in the school though sometime school is like hell to me, but fuck it. its still my life journey to be in yuan ching. hoho. i think im gonna stop here. lols. got nothing much to update luh! will update again tomorrow or something uh!lols. takecare! and i still owe school two hours of freaking detention.hahaha .nvm. and happy breakfast in advance!^^ pictures of the class above!and maybe that shall be the last photo together as a class till death:D.hahahaha!peace.

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